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Vendetta

by polly grey

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1.
oh boy you started a war, boy that you will never win
2.
Pig 03:08
though your body’s skin and bones the only pig i’ve ever known lives within you fat with lies and unkindness bathing in the shit that you cling to it’s the cesspool of your mind it’s the cesspool of your mind people tried to pull you out reaching down to you, they tried to help you but instead of rising out you try to pull them down to sink with you in the cesspool of your mind it’s the cesspool of your mind
3.
Shove It 04:48
everything you have was taken by riding someone else’s wave ‘cause you’re nothing on your own you’re nothing on your own go and shove shove shove shove your shit down peoples throats those who know better they know those who know better they know like an infomercial on repeat selling shit that no one needs soulless babbling unoriginal a soundtrack for a herd of sheep go and shove shove shove shove your shit down peoples throats those who know better they know those who know better they know imitation jesus on the internet today (trying to sell his shit as gold) imitation jesus on the internet today (but those who know better they know) you should never give a narcissist a marketing degree never give a narcissist a marketing degree i can see right through you
4.
if i was going to follow someone i’d follow someone interesting i’d follow someone original someone multi-dimensional but baby all you have is a badly played instrument and a constant disgusting and desperate need for attention but i don’t believe you’re crazy no i don’t believe you’re crazy it’s just a sad sad game you’re playing because baby, oh baby you’re too boring to be insane did it make you more interesting? to destroy my reputation? yeah you beg on your knees for attention you lie for your need for attention you wear the mask of insanity to further your bullshit agenda whatever it takes to fake it whatever it takes to make you cool but i don’t believe you’re crazy no i don’t believe you’re crazy it’s just a sad sad game you’re playing because baby, oh baby you’re too boring to be insane you’re so boring so one-dimensional so boring so one-dimensional maybe you should spend more time practicing and less time trying to be jesus
5.
Narcissus 02:08
when you look at your reflection and you only see perfection the big secret is, it's a sickness an incurable disease how's that for an epiphany? how's that for an epiphany? and when you buried deep your enemies (thinking we were dead) you didn't know they were really made of seeds and all your digging, your burying gave them life instead (gave us life instead) how's that for an epiphany? how's that for an epiphany? how's that for an epiphany? how's that for an epiphany?
6.
Nemesis 02:28
when you were out on the town telling lies trying to take me down i was in i was working getting better oh your awful ways feed the fire in me that will burn you in the end while you crave the attention that crazy brings ‘cause you’ve got nothing better i am living loving, giving getting healthier oh your awful ways feed the fire in me that will burn you in the end
7.
syd’s on the phone he says he wants his self back he says you can’t have it and in the background in the background jesus laughed the sun’s on the phone says, “you don’t represent me, you aren’t bright and warming, i find it so insulting” and in the background jesus laughed a wolf is on the phone he wants to claw your eyes out says, “you’re such a fucking coward, and we are so courageous” and in the background jesus laughed god’s on the phone he says, “get over yourself, you’re making a fool of yourself, you’re not the center of the universe” and in the background jesus laughed jesus on the phone says, “do unto others… nevermind you’re fucking hopeless” and in the background in the background jesus laughed in the background jesus left
8.
Stalker 03:58
you tried to paint me as being crazy so you wouldn’t be replaced but the only thing that i am stalking is lady karma digging on your face (what will you do when justice happens to you?) i’d rather stalk stalk stalk my own fingers as they write write write you off for good it’s your own fucked up ways that have given me this taste for blood do you see in your reflection deepening wrinkles, the shadowed lines? do you see the cold and soullessness in the desperate stare of your eyes? (what will you do when justice happens to you?) i’d rather stalk stalk stalk my own fingers as they write write write you off for good it’s your own fucked up ways that have given me this taste for blood did you feel your spirit abandon you? or did you choke it with your own two hands? do you know it’s all your own doing? you’re not a victim, this boy should be a man karma speaks so fluently (you should have known better) you’re aging so ungracefully (you should have known better) you should have known better what will you do when justice happens to you?
9.
oh boy you started a war, boy that you will never win.
10.
i took a midnight walk through the forest scarred by fire my footsteps fell on layers of ashes the wind blew strong through leafless branches it sounded like a song and i heard the choir sing i heard the choir sing i heard the choir sing “i’m not falling” i’m not falling when the last leaf drops and there’s nothing left to open towards the sun it’s the reaching roots gripping darkness deep that keep that keep that keep the tree breathing keep the tree standing keep the tree standing keep the tree breathing it sounds just like a song and i hear the choir sing “i’m not falling” i’m not falling

about

I thought that if I moved into the burned forest I might learn something - something about surviving. Or something about dying and being reborn. Something about rising out of the ashes of the past like a phoenix on a mission.

I did.

This album was recorded in my tent in Bastrop State Park, Texas, in January 2015.

Thank you to the people who believed in me.
Thank you to the trees who refused to fall.

Jana Suzanne Risher
March 3, 2015

"la vendetta è un piatto che va servito freddo"

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released March 3, 2015

all instruments, noises & voices,
mixing, mastering, songwriting & visual art
by jana suzanne risher

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